Urban Poly Princess

I am hungry but I don't really know what I'm hungry for. My mother is getting on my nerves. My little toenail is sore from being too long and wearing covered toe shoes in the temple. My slip-ons have been way too easy to throw on. I'm not sure how I'm going to get money now but I am sooo happy I'm not going back to Sutter.

There were no Poly temple weddings today although there were many Polys there anyway and there are a bunch of Poly ordinance workers too. I am going to fast to find a job. My mother is sooo irritating it is so hard to be around her especially when I'm not going to be having any money coming in soon. I was worried about losing all my phone contacts but they are all still there. I am going to go somewhere soon and get something to eat somewhere.

Today is the weigh-in for that challenge. I'm just not going to spend $55 now that I don't know where my money will come from in the future. Talk about sucky. I am glad not to have that job but having nothing to pull in money is not cool either. That commercial real estate job my home teacher Rich sent me in February came to the start of my email again. So strange and weird. I've always wanted to get involved in commercial real estate so I made a point to find out about it. I did send my resume in a long time ago. The ad is old but I'm going to do what it said AND call to followup Monday.

I think I need to try to apply to a bunch of jobs today then followup Monday with them. The temp agency followup is Tuesday at 10am. While I like and appreciate them AND I know I can get money with them right away, I'd like to find a job where I'm not doing something someone just out of high school could be doing. The part I haaate is the job is in Ogden. I sooo don't want to live there and while I could commute it isn't under an hour drive. It is more like an hour. I have to apply for it however because the way it came to the front of my email list is freaky and could be the spirit and I need to just go for it. I think they have some nice restaurants in Ogden but I don't want to live there.

REALLY why the hell is this happening again? I didn't like living in Logan, I certainly don't want to live in Ogden. It is supposed to be filled with crime and gangs. Alright I live in Rosepark - certainly not something I should have an attitude about but damn!!! I hate Utah Valley too. Why can't I just live in Salt Lake City.

I shouldn't murmur and if I am supposed to work in Ogden I should be humble when I apply and try to get a job in commercial real estate there. It is just tough and I don't really want to do it. I don't think Ogden had a Mid-singles ward. I'm certainly not driving to Logan for church ORRR Bountiful. I want to get along with annoying again but attending his ward is NOOOT how I want that to happen. The office is adjacent to Weber. What's with living in all the dinky college towns? I would NEVER go to Utah State and I certainly never would've gone to Weber.

I am definitely getting ahead of myself. I will apply for that job and if I get it I'll try to commute first. I'm not ONLY applying for that job anyway although I'm not applying for anything else in Ogden. I remember my bankruptcy attorney telling me how it was a scuzzy place and they had drug tests at the 7-11 and other similar stores because of that.