Urban Poly Princess

I called the temp agency and the job I wanted there was filled and they don't have anything else I'm interested in doing. I also called the City library to check the status of my application and she told me they haven't even begun reviewing applications. I told her I was interested in being considered for several positions which she said is just fine but I need to apply for each. REALLY???!!! Fun, fun, fun.

I could really use a job. It is so tough to remain positive and happy and I feel like a broken record. I need to have faith. I am praying about it, I've fasted about it and I even got my bishop to give me a blessing. I know I have to continue to maintain everything else, scripture reading, I am also going to be more consistent with reading an extra conference talk. I was reading 2 Nephi 5:27 that says And it came to pass that we lived after the manner of happiness. When I looked for a conference talk I chose Boyd K. Packer's Something happiness talk. OF COURSE it was on marriage and families is the source of all happiness.

I know that. It is impossible to be single and LDS in this world and not know that. Today is the last day in June I don't try to get to know anyone else better. Tomorrow all bets are off. I am eliminating annoying - that just means I am going to force myself to get to know other men better. That is fun and exciting to me but so is annoying. I am not going to avoid him but I'm not avoiding the huge Mid singles scene in SLC either.

I have limited myself to my ward but I don't want to do that anymore. I just need a job to get to all the many activities all over the valley. If only my gas, insurance and phone were free. Life is amazing and I am so grateful for mine. I have so much even with no job and no boyfriend.