Urban Poly Princess

It is the day I am also supposed to talk to the commercial real estate firm in Ogden, when Adam Hughes returns from vacation. Also when the Prince Perelson agency is scheduled to talk to me and return my stuff I had at Sutter. I had just spent $12 on a huge bag of cocoa almonds. I certainly want those back and they boxed up my stuff so I don't need to worry about people getting into it.

Finally my Salt Lake County interview is also that day. I am going to fast AGAIN on Sunday to try to figure out where I need to go. Also Sunday is hike with Nick day. I want to be a good friend to him and help him return to the church but then also I don't want annoying going hiking with anyone by himself even if she is an old friend and even if she is a lesbian and all of that stuff. It is dinner groups this Sunday and that is where I should be spending my time, with other Midsingles from my ward trying to get to know them better. I am going to invite Nick to dinner groups instead. I need to email and ask permission first. I feel a lot better about that.

O.K. - just did that and if it is fine like I'm sure it will be, I'll invite him to that instead. I'm going to start my own fast tomorrow night since I didn't do that last week on fast sunday. I'll fast for my job situation, for annoying and that whatever is his will will come to pass whether that is to get to know him better or not and finally for Nick that his heart will be touched and softened and that he will remember how it is to feel the spirit and what a huge part of his life is missing by not listening to it. If annoying and I are meant to get to know each other better that we will know how to best do that with the distance. I want to know how I should approach my real estate career and if I am supposed to work at that commercial real estate place in Ogden. I just want to do what my father in heaven wants me to do and serve him the best however I can.

I know I need to study these things out in my mind first before I approach my father in heaven, I need a plan before I go before him in prayer and fasting specifically about these things. I am grateful I work in the temple tomorrow. What a blessing. If I work in the County I will need to return to Wednesday evenings so I can work every other Saturday there.