Thursday, June 11, 2015

Letting Go

I'm not going to hold anything against annoying. I'm not perfect either. I have a temper and I know I also have a diva/princess problem I need to constantly keep in check. I am the daughter of a Heavenly King but so is everyone. I expect to be treated well all the time but I also know others deserve the same. While I feel great about myself I certainly know I'm not perfect. I really do want this to work and I need to be humble if this is going to stand a chance. I don't really know what that means yet but I don't want anyone to hold grudges against me. I'm not going to do the same thing. I am well aware of his flaws AND my flaws too. I am also aware of both of our strengths and it is why I want this to go somewhere. If it doesn't I want to at least have a cordial and good feeling about him so that if I do run into him years later it can be positive.

My June time limit is nothing against him, it is just for myself. I have to progress and I have taken long enough to do that already. I'm going to the store in my sunglasses without make up. I need things and I'm going to come home and do my laundry.

The gospel is great and I am eternally grateful to have it in my life. I read 2 Nephi 4 this morning because sometimes I am just lazy to really think about what I'm reading. This is my fallback section to read when I just want to eat delicious meat without having to work to get it. If we don't reflect however we might as well be plants. Just existing and at the mercy of the elements, acted on rather than acting. I like choice, decisions, plans and execution of those plans. I am grateful for the plan of happiness that lets me know how to live my life the most effectively. I feel so tired and beaten sometimes but then at the same time my blessings are so huge too.

I am so fortunate. Even with no job I have the scriptures, words of wisdom ALWAYS available on my phone. We are so spoiled to live now.

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