Urban Poly Princess

Our choir song went well. Jenny is a sweetie pie. She gave me a hug when I said bye to her at our last RS meeting and then again before she went with her boyfriend after sacrament meeting today. Today this girl gave a talk in sacrament meeting that got on my nerves. I guess my annoyance got in the way of feeling her spirit she brought with her. I know I was wrong. I need to repent. She talked about Elder Groberg going to Hawaii on his mission and suffering starvation. NOOO he didn't go to Hawaii he went to TONGA and NOT the main island, a little island in the Tongan group.

In Sunday School I should've sat by my friend but I walked in with Erin so I didn't want to leave her to sit with him. That was o.k. only I should've known his #1 fan would be ready to sit by him. I was already annoyed by what the girl who gave her talk said THEN my friend makes a very irritating comment about Hawaii and how you can probably walk from one end to the other in no time at all. I contradicted him in front of the whole class. This was sooo uncalled for but I was so annoyed. He was fine, I was still ticked and so I asked him when he was leaving where he had been in Hawaii. He started to answer like a reasonable person BUT I was not feeling reasonable. He was smart and just walked away from me.

Sooo I am the one who gets mad at the drop of a hat and his friend NEVER gets mad. He told her this earlier today.

Anger management problems? Perhaps. I just haaate confronting people without a clue. Not knowing about Tonga or Hawaii is fine. This girl had made a snide comment about my intelligence before. That is part of the reason why what she said made all my hackles rise. My friend hasn't ever done that BUT I was so mad that of all people WHEN he's actually been there-granted small little Kauai-BUT STILL it was NOT appreciated at all. I know I overreacted. I wanted to talk to him and apologize BUUUT he was sitting by someone I can't stand. I saw him again and this time he was sitting by his friend who is VERY in to him. Sometimes it seems like he likes her too BUT he told me from the beginning that he didn't like her although the fact that he doesn't seem to remember telling me that almost from the beginning of our friendship is weird. If he is ANYWHERE she will find him and hover around him. She's like a bug I'd like to spray. Now I'm just being catty.

They changed our fhe group AGAIN. I'm in group 8 with Mindie and ALL the Slaters so I'm sure I'll be combining often with my friend's group. I'm supposed to be having a potluck here. I have no idea who is going to show up. I agreed to do it ONLY because of my less active sister Kristen who said she'd attend our potluck. I didn't want her to have no place to go.