Urban Poly Princess

When you assume you make an ass out of u and me... MAYBE... my assumption of the bumpkin thing is not unfounded and it is something I will definitely NOT miss when I get out of here. I should attend FHE to be supportive and stop finding excuses not to go all the time. It's so easy for me to do that. I live really close to the chapel AND this nursing home is somewhere near Stevens-Henager College 0which is close to where I live anyway too. I haaate the nursing home environment BUUUT it has been awhile since my mission and I know I forever need to lose the attitude.

With less than a hundred people in our ward, as ward missionaries we need to step it up. I should work on Holly since she is local she must know people our age in the area. Our ward mission meeting focused on reactivating the members we have now. Jon never did email me our list with the addresses. I think I'm going to email Michael our new Elder's Quorum president or I'll tell him tonight at FHE. I can bring my throw to sit on the grass. I can just throw it in the laundry anyway.

To really magnify my calling as a ward missionary I should extend myself and be friendlier. It's not difficult for me to do that. I just don't want to do that a lot. No reason, I just get annoyed with clingons and people always want to be my friend so damn much. That sounds like a stupid thing to complain about but it is true. Sometimes I just need and want my space.

Alright I know what my Father-in-Heaven wants from me, now to start acting like it more.