Urban Poly Princess

Our ward is so very tiny right now. Our choir director had to sing with us so we'd at least have a couple Sopranos. Although I wasn't expecting it, Curtis came to church. He is sooo fiiine and I didn't think I'd see him today BUT it was nice although I wanted him to actually seem like he wanted to talk to me which he didn't at first. I haaate that our ward gets out at 4 meaning we have half an hour to WAIT... I came home because I didn't want to use the church bathroom AND I felt stupid waiting BUT I was hungry so I went back to eat the gross hotdogs. I just tried not to think about what I was actually eating. I had 2 and I took home some left-over chips. I wanted to make plans with Curtis to see him next week but Keri was there today and I felt off. I don't think I'm obligated to tell her I want to get to know Curtis better but she did tell me about her experience with him although I asked for MYSELF. I didn't think she'd tell me what she did.

He may or may not attend FHE and I don't really want to go to a rest home tomorrow just in case he attends so I can ask him out in person. I had more than my fair share of rest homes on my mission. I should talk to him in person but I don't want to wait anymore either. I have stalked his Facebook page enough this past week and I'd like to get to know the real thing. I'm going to message him on Facebook to see when I can call him tonight if I can. I don't work on Friday and I want to take him to lunch then.

I don't think we have much in common at all from what I've read and seen on his page BUUUT I still want to get to know him better AND that's more than the rest of my ward who if I never see any of them again - I don't care!!!