Urban Poly Princess

While our RS activity was going on yesterday someone from another ward in our stake was trying to get rid of all these chips, tortillas and salsa. I buy and cook my own food. OF COURSE I took him up on that offer. I bought ground beef and shredded cheese last night. I had cilantro and sour cream at home. Today I made 2 taco/burrito things. I should've bought lettuce. I just used the salsa in place of the tomatoes.GREAT for a mostly free lunch!

OK. I'm ready to write about this now. I had a mini-freak-out moment early this morning after reading Curtis' blog. I love that he pleaded with his father in heaven at one time in his truck AND that he writes well. He is obviously intelligent. I'd want to learn more if he dressed badly and was just attractive. BUUUT he is fiiine AND dresses well AND works hard AND he may live at home but it's NOT because he hasn't matured or grown up yet OR isn't capable of supporting himself. NO I'm not dating him AND that may NEVER happen BUT he IS someone I could fall for and NOT just because he looks like a model, NOT because he's my pathological-physical-type. He is tall too, just not as tall as my freaky tall men in the past.

Y the freak-out???!!! I DO NOT WANT TO LIVE HERE LONGER THAN NEXT YEAR. BUT I WILL ALWAYS DO WHAT MY FATHER-IN-HEAVEN WANTS ME TO DO. I want to live all over the nation and in foreign countries even. I love cities!!! I love sushi and seafood and shopping and jewelry and makeup and 5-star restaurants and hotels. I love getting pedicures AND when I want a bowl of Vietnamese Pho I want to be able to jump in the car and get some within 5 minutes!!! I DEFINITELY DON'T WANT TO RAISE MY FAMILY IN CACHE VALLEY OR ON A FARM. I know that's jumping waaay ahead of myself BUUUT the realization that he is so much more than I first thought scares me. I don't even know if I'll enjoy his company yet BUUUT I kept thinking of those Nickelodean reruns of that show that ran in the 50s or 60s with the primitive robot saying. "DANGER WILL ROBINSON, DANGER!!!"

BUT... If he lets me... I am going to get to know him better ANYWAY and let the chips fall where they will.