Urban Poly Princess

It is a beautiful Sunday AND the Sabbath so I'm not sure why I'm tripping today. I DID NOOOT WANT TO SEE JON TODAY AND I DIDN'T. I'm not sure why I am feeling so annoyed. He texted me to tell me one of our less-active members moved to Salt Lake. Why did that set me off? Andrew REALLY annoyed me yesterday and then Jake came to choir which got on my nerves for no reason. He hasn't done anything to warrant that. I'm just annoyed because Andrew is in my head. GRRR!!!

I felt like Jake was there just to be around me when that is NOOOT the case. Andrew's plea for me to friendship him is doing stupid things to my head. This one guy Louis is very nice. His English isn't very good. He gave a talk today. It was unorganized and painful to sit through. I thought his talk was going to go on forever and I was ready to kill him or myself. I just wanted him to stop. He just kept going on and on and on and on. I saw Curtis after sacrament meeting. He was looking great like he always does AND I should've made the effort to chat with him because he didn't do anything wrong either. I just felt like I was going to snap at someone, anyone for no reason so I avoided him.

I saw Camilla and Jared who both get on my nerves. Does Curtis ONLY attend the end of sacrament meeting. I hope he at least takes the sacrament. REALLY, is he just a Linger Longer worker and nothing else? I don't see him in Sunday school or even in the hall. YES I'm being a judge. I don't know and I think I'm just in a moody B mode ready to snap at anyone for anything no matter what it is. There were too many people for me to chat with him after choir practice finished AND he was serving ice-cream.

I don't know what my problem is. I guess I want to see him make some effort and after his initial check-out I haven't seen that at all. I think I need to go to this singles fireside tonight. I usually don't like these because of all the gray-haired attendees but I feel like I need to be touched by the spirit and I need to lose the attitude.