Urban Poly Princess

I'm glad I went to a party in a barn. It was fun to take pictures. BUT there was no one I even wanted to talk to and I wasn't going to make any effort at all although after meeting the host I danced to Abba's Dancing Queen and then they played Dynamite before the country music started to kill it for me. I had to get out of there when my mission leader came over and talked to me which was fine BUUUT he came up where I was dancing and joined in. NOT INTERESTED!!! When guys keep finding excuses to touch you it is annoying when you aren't into them and I AM DEFINITELY NOOOT INTERESTED IN HIM.

 I AM INTERESTED IN GETTING TO KNOW CURTIS BETTER BUUUT I STILL DON'T KNOW HIM SO TO SAY I'M INTERESTED IN HIM IS STRETCHING IT ALTHOUGH HE IS DEFINITELY THE FINEST GUY IN THIS VALLEY!!! My limited experience with him tells me he is very sweet too. I have a hard time believing he's actually in my ward but I'm glad he is. I made sure he was invited to the party tonight but looking at his pictures he does a lot of things with his family which is fantastic. I'm sure he socializes outside of that BUUUT he just joined our ward and he probably doesn't know many people either and he may not be comfortable attending a party. I don't see any pictures of him doing anything without his family.

Since he was just engaged he probably did a lot of things with his ex-fiance and that's probably why I don't see any pictures because he probably doesn't want to dwell in the past OR who knows if he's even ready to have a social life yet. Attending our ward is probably a big step for him. I wonder what happened. He was engaged as recently as last year.

That is sooo none of my business however and I am still completely on board with trying to get to know him better however that can happen. I do want to be friendly with the other Midsingles and get our missionary work popping BUUUT I don't want to have to deal with Jon. One day he is going to cross a line and mean Puanani is going to come out to play and it's going to be ugly.

I REALLY don't like country music or line dancing. That was driven home to me AGAIN tonight. That is what Curtis loves. I don't know how I'm going to reconcile that. The horses, barn and hay made me think about him.