Urban Poly Princess

Damn flies keep finding their way into my apartment. I keep killing them with the plastic covers from my plastic shoe boxes. GROSS!!! Julie found a job in Salt Lake and will be moving soon. I'm so happy for her. She was actually let go from her current job and they told her they couldn't afford to keep her. She's going to be creating training modules for companies who contract with her employer.

Curtis disappeared from church as did Keri which made me sad because I decided in sacrament meeting to FINALLY just ask him out to the fireworks on Wednesday. There was another new guy in our combined RS/Priesthood meeting who was checking me out. Sure enough he came over to talk to me after sacrament meeting. He is good-looking although he isn't fine AND he definitely didn't look like a model BUT that is rare. I was going to ask him out instead for Wednesday UNTIL he started talking about his kids. YEAH NOOO!!! He's originally from San Diego which I REALLY like but he went to Bear River High for his senior year which is where Colton and Uly graduated from. He spent his senior year there.

His dad moved their family to Tremonton when he got a job at ATK as a computer programmer. So much for my plan to watch the fireworks. I DON'T want to find some girl to watch it with. Maybe I'll give away my tickets. There is no one else I want to ask out.

Curtis AND Keri didn't come. I know what he told her BUT she is gorgeous and sweet. They both don't really attend church or activities and she likes the outdoors. They probably have a lot in common. We don't have anything in common BUT I will still get to know him better if I ever get a chance to do that.

This new guy is Alex and he is very nice BUUUT yeah I don't know if I can date anyone with children. Stephen Haderlie sat near me and I heard him tell some girl he's starting law school in the Fall. What the hell is my problem. He is righteous AND he is living the life I want. He just doesn't do it for me physically BUT he is brilliant, ambitious AND righteous. He has all the qualities I'm looking for and I can't handle the way he looks???!!! Annoying's ugly vet friend came to RS/Elder's Quorum then she disappeared. It would've been much better if Curtis was there instead of her.