Urban Poly Princess

I texted David to see what fhe was. He didn't respond which started annoying me sooo at lunch I began to call him. He texted me back sooo fast. I REALLY need to let go of the righteous indignation. I wanted him to tell me he put me in another group. I'M NOT the one with the problem OR the one who is going to make special arrangements. He should be the one leaving. Maybe he can get another calling or get released. Wishful thinking. I know I need to be humble. I know I deserve this for what I was hoping. Now I don't want to go BUT I know I need to do that. I know I need to be Christlike when that is the last thing I want to do. Stupid righteous indignation there IS NO SUCH THING just self-righteous pride I need to let go and quick. I need to try REALLY hard to be kind when I want to be anything but.