Thursday, October 25, 2012

Venting

I just had my friend ask me what I thought about a Mateaki/Anderson ticket for CVLA 2013. I think it would be fabulous!!! He COMPLETELY made my crappy day better.

David ruined my day. I always think he's a good person-I always wanted to find a reason to excuse his behavior but there is NOTHING to excuse it. He is NOT a good person. I knew almost from the beginning that he is a Pharisee. I haven't had any recent spiritual guidance there and I haven't asked because I DON'T WANT TO DEAL WITH THE RAMIFICATIONS OF WHAT AN ANSWER WOULD REQUIRE OF ME!!! WHAT I'VE BEEN TOLD IN THE PAST IS THE ONLY reason why I always try to remind myself he's a good person BUT good people DO NOT ACT LIKE THIS!!!

Monday I am going to fhe AND I'm going to do it with grace. I'm getting over the hatred AND bitterness AND it will be worth it AND if I have to pray ALL weekend I'm going to get there. Right now I hate him and I want to get to the point that I have no feelings at all.

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