Urban Poly Princess

I TRIED to ponder things better last night in the temple. I wanted to notice the way things were said and described so I could compare them to the account in the Pearl of Great Price. I even read Moses chapter 4 in the celestial room. I'd like to spend the day once comparing all three creation accounts. I can do a session then review Genesis and the Pearl of Great Price accounts.

I also want to look beneath the surface at what Bro. Salmond suggested in class the deeper meanings of being naked, what covered and covering can mean-also what clothes and clothing imply-ALL the implications. I feel like he gave me direction and that I can learn so much now if I just look. One day when I feel better about David I'm going to ask him what insights he has in the celestial room. I'm sure he's gained some working in the temple. My brother told me he worked 2 years at the Provo temple the night before last. My Republican brother originally supported Obama just because he's from Hawaii and just because he's black. Now however he has completely bought into the ideology. I didn't want to argue with him but he seemed determined to convince me. I hung up on him finally when he wouldn't quit. I just called to find out when my niece's birthday was.

Unfortunately I was too tense yesterday, even in the temple. My mind kept flying all over the place. I was thinking David probably came last night with Jonni or Margaret or Camila or ALL three since he is in to the Harem model. I wish it didn't bother me but it does.

I don't know why we can't just be friends. O.K. I DO KNOW WHY-BUUUT unless he plans to do anything about that he needs to get over it BECAUSE I've done EVERYTHING I plan on doing. An angel is going to have to come down and give me specific instructions otherwise.