Urban Poly Princess

I wonder if my time of the month is near. I don't like being emotional. It makes me feel and act stupid. I don't usually sit there crying for idiotic reasons like I did this morning. I knew for sure David lied to me about reading my email when he said Mindie liked the DVD idea, and that was Saturday. When he didn't answer my text Sunday I was livid. I was stressed about time last night because I knew I was running late and I knew the debate was starting. I was NOT feeling friendly but I didn't really have a choice, I had to be around people so I pasted one on. I'm over that now BUT I still feel like crying. There's nothing wrong. I REALLY hope I get my period soon so I stop feeling like a psychotic freak. I just did a Google search and symptoms disappear when your period actually begins. I don't remember PMS when I was younger.

My cousin Kolo is getting married maybe tonight. I thought it was this weekend but I might be wrong. I facebooked Noe and she hasn't gotten back to me BUT my cousin Hotaia just called me and said Noe left a message on her phone telling her that Kolo's wedding is at 6pm in Lindon. Kolo is marrying a very pretty Samoan/White girl. She has a son who is about 4. This is I think why they didn't send out invitations. She was either married before or is just a single mother. I have no idea. At first I thought they were getting married in the temple but now I don't know. Kolo's an RM. He's never been married and as far as I know he's kept the law of chastity. I don't think anyone's happy about this wedding. That's why they haven't sent out invitations.

I was trying to figure out exactly when it is so I can schedule my drive there mainly so my mother can visit with my aunt. I just want to buy my sari. There's a farewell I can go to Sunday but AGAIN I like to avoid events where I'll be questioned about why I'm STILL not married. The weather looks bad on Thursday. I wanted to go then BUT I'll wait until Friday if I need to do that. I HAAATE driving long distances especially NOW that the snow appeared.