Urban Poly Princess

I feel so much better now that I decided NOT to arrange my church life around David!!! NO ONE is going to prevent me from ANY blessing. I feel bad that he is so offended by me but then when he tells me what is so offensive, I don't see it. Actually it is ridiculous to me BUT I don't want to just dismiss his feelings. There are 3 specific things he went ballistic over and I really want to see his side, but I don't. Each time he's told me what's wrong I've thought SERIOUSLY???!!! What the hell are you smoking???!!! It is good for me to see this side of him. It reveals how he will handle a variety of things. I know what my answer was when I prayed about it and I DO get why he's offended by that BUT it is what it is and that's what I got. I can't change what I learn just to make him feel better. Sooo as much as I want him to feel great, I'm not sacrificing my own church activity for him. I thought about picking and attending another fhe group but NOOO I'm not going to be doing any rearranging, that is going to have to be initiated by him.

Yesterday I asked the Director of the Logan Library if I could get a discount for the books I buy from his library each month. He told me I can just take them if they're for my library!!! Oh happy day!!!

This is a beautiful day!!! I feel like I was this tight ball that just unravelled!!!