Urban Poly Princess

Tonight most of our FHE groups are going ice-skating but our group and another one are meeting at one of our counselor's homes tonight. I like Bro.Henrie the most. Bishop is condescending but is kind and has the spirit ALTHOUGH I always get the sense he thinks I'm stupid.and he is racist too although I know he had Latin kids he adopted, I always get the feeling he is talking to the nice native girl. Brother Kitchens is nice enough although he treats me also like I don't really have a testimony. I can't identify what it is really. It's just a feeling.Thankfully Bro.Henry is NORMAL and EXACTLY how I want my church leaders to be. I know no one's perfect, I just can't help what I sense and perceive. I've been subjected to so much crap over the years my antennae is particularly sensitive to this kind of stuff and I'm sure I overdo it BUT I know what I feel when I experience it.

Many people in Utah have that annoying affliction I despise but then Bro. Henrie is the only one originally from Utah. Julie and Tema give it off in waves too and they are from the lovely Dairyland Logan and Providence which is EXACTLY what I expect. They are both intelligent however. Especially annoying is Nikki who is NOT but has the same attitude. Jonni is kind and definitely does NOT have that attitude but I feel like she's like Nikki as far as the intelligence factor is concerned. Justin told me yesterday this is his last winter in Utah although he might change that. I was all excited because I told him it was my last winter in Cache Valley BUUUT then later I was disappointed thinking NOOO I have 1 more until I get to leave next year. I can work in the temple wherever I go and I can't wait to work in another one although the Logan temple will always hold a special place with me since I started there despite secretary B. It's a miracle I even work there now with all of the opposition BUUUT weighing whether to be annoyed and offended with her when I don't ever have to look at her again and to receive unimaginable innumerable blessings, the choice was easy.

Justin is truly a great member. I want him to attend a good ward in California. I am excited for him to move there. In August he should make his year mark in the church and should start attending gospel doctrine. I want him to see that there are many normal people in the church and not the prevalence of misfits our ward is comprised of. Justin joined the church for the right reasons. He definitely DID NOT join because of the social perks because yeah there ARE NONE!!!

Ether 2
Was Mahonri Moriancumur just too long to engrave on the plates so the Brother of Jared was written instead? One day we'll know. Something that doesn't matter. One of my favorite saying among missionaries was it doesn't matter if the pearly gates swing or slide, as long as we get there!

One of the ward missionaries I've never seen before although he did say he's been in the ward for 9 months is Jonathan. He's an RM BUUUT his lesson sucked big time. His understanding of doctrine and his ability to explain it are horrible. Lori Loesch and Esther Taylor were also called as ward missionaries. I like them both. Lori is particularly awesome.  I'm not comfortable having him teach our new members ALTHOUGH since Porter, me and what should be ALL of the ward missionaries attend, it should be alright

I decided people shouldn't be privy to all my thoughts if I'm not to theirs. I have a steady readership of my blog which is alright I suppose. This is just so easy to maintain so I decided I'll just ignore it because just the knowledge that people aren't reading my blog isn't enough of an incentive for me to stop it. Plus, I don't really care if they read it or not. I don't have anything to hide and I don't care.

The sisters texted me because it is Sis. Hala'api'api's birthday and they want me to give them a ride to lunch today to Elements and to join them there. This is great because it is free for the sisters to go there so basically I'm buying lunch for myself. If I leave a little early I can buy her a cake. I'll get her a balloon and card and give her $20. I always needed money most on my mission.

 25 And behold, I prepare you against these things; for ye cannot cross this great deep save I prepare you against the waves of the sea, and the winds which have gone forth, and the floods which shall come. Therefore what will ye that I should prepare for you that ye may have light when ye are swallowed up in the depths of the sea?

The scriptures and counsel from our leaders are our light when we are swallowed up in the depths of the sea.