Wednesday, January 1, 2014

I feel REALLY good about my decision about my social life or rather huge lack of it. I love him so much, I miss him too but it has to either happen or not and I am sooo ready to move on if NOT. This is the first time my father in heaven has let me feel this. Usually I always get told I need to have faith BUT I feel like I've been walking in the dark waaay too long. It feels fabulous to FINALLY get this kind of assurance instead of getting led to something that gives me nothing over and over again. I can't wait to talk to him and I hope and pray this goes somewhere BUUUT I am even more excited because I know if it doesn't I have the backing of my father in heaven to look somewhere else. I looove that. I feel like I've been waiting to feel that for so long and that FINALLY it's time. I trust my Father in Heaven implicitly and I am so grateful to know that I've done enough. I know I'll be blessed however this turns out and I am excited either way.

If this had to take so damn long I'm glad it's finishing right now at the beginning of the year. I can't wait to get this over with. Start a new relationship or consider my options for a new one. Either choice is EXACTLY what I want. It fits perfectly with the rest of my life. I can't believe it's already 4pm. I need to do Zumba then run to the store.

I love 2014, I can't wait to exploit it for all it's worth

My 2014 Goals
Magnify my calling in the best way possible, be an instrument to bring others to the gospel of Jesus Christ.
Live my life in such a way that all people I encounter can feel the spirit in my presence.
Complete at least 12 real property transactions
Spiritually improve myself each day
Abolish ALL my diabetic symptoms
Get married and pregnant
Payoff at least 1/2 of my school loan
Buy an SUV and love the vehicle I drive


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