Urban Poly Princess

 I was going to meet with Helene to "catchup" but when I agreed and tried to think of an appropriate time I felt awful UNTIL I cancelled it. I feel she has ulterior motives for wanting to meet with me but I figured I could handle it although I really didn't want to do that. I feel like I was led by the spirit BUUUT I'm not sure why or what would make NOT meeting so important. I didn't want to but I was going to anyway.

I just know for sure I'm not changing my mind about this or I'll just be tormented until I stop it. I'm sure my Father in Heaven has helped me many times. One day I'll know why.