Urban Poly Princess

Today as I met with the doctor and discussed my diabetes I thought about how fortunate I am. If this hadn't happened I wouldn't feel compelled to workout, lose weight and develop healthy habits. I want to be a mother and part of that is providing my children with a good example. It's always been my goal to improve my health but I haven't been put in this type of position before. I am so lucky I discovered this before developing any of the other health problems people with diabetes usually face.

I don't want a fat husband. I haven't worked to be a fit wife. A lot of men flirt with me despite how fat I've let myself become and it's been easy for me not to make it a priority because of that. At least I won't need to buy any new clothes. My confidence diva and princess attitude should have disappeared as I put on weight BUUUT it never has. I am so grateful for my testimony.I have an entire wardrobe in Salt Lake I can't fit anymore. My self-esteem has never suffered. I keep thinking I'm gorgeous and I still think I am.