Urban Poly Princess

Krista's shower was very nice yesterday. It was fun and she looks so happy. Her future in-laws love her very much too. She came to church today but she went out of her way to avoid me which was very strange because usually she goes out of her way to be around me. I guess whenever I have a friend I should just count on them eventually avoiding me.

I hate the idea that we have to wait half an hour for linger longer. I wasn't going to linger any longer. There's this new guy in my ward that looks good AND dresses well. I don't know anything about him. He isn't very tall but he still looks good. He's on the linger longer committee. I will find out who he is later. Today was NOT later. Being avoided sucks and I feel bad because that is so unlike Krista. I'm just going to give her space. She is such a sweet person. I hope I didn't do anything to upset her. If I did I have absolutely no clue what it might be.

Yesterday was particularly annoying. Someone got up and waited to see if I was working before 5:30am JUST to avoid me. Maybe if they didn't make it so damn obvious by leaving when I started walking into the temple I'd stop tripping. Maybe I'm tripping anyway and that car yesterday had nothing to do with me at all. Maybe it was a patron who forgot their recommend. I am feeling stupid and psychotic right now. It needs to go away. I'm seeing things where there's nothing and I need to get a grip.