Urban Poly Princess

I have had my period for the last 3 days so I am blaming this all on hormones. I feel like my flow keeps getting heavier and heavier and I am sick of that. I had to get up in the middle of the night Saturday or rather Sunday morning to change my sheets and hand-wash the damn stains before throwing them in the freaking washing machine. I even had to wash my mattress pad and it usually doesn't get that bad if it ever happens. Usually I just sleep on top of my comforter and wear layers of clothes that are easy to wash blood stains out of when I sleep and have my period, easier than having to wash the damn mattress pad. I only have 1 those so now that it's clean and dry so I need to remake my bed. I was too lazy to do that last night.

Tomorrow I drive to Salt Lake City for ULA which is Wednesday through Friday. I sooo need this break. I feel paranoid and ridiculous and really I don't care or want to know if anyone is avoiding me and because I suspect that now I suspect everything and anything and I don't like living like that. Logan is so very small and it is hard to avoid people. I am just ignoring it now because I don't want to worry about it anymore.

My tithing is still on my ribbon-board at home. I forgot to take it Sunday. We have such a tiny ward now. I hope that guy I noticed Sunday is as good as he looks inside. I wish he were taller and I wish I knew what his name was.

2 Nephi

20 Wherefore, ye must press forward with a ^asteadfastness in Christ, having a perfect brightness of ^bhope, and a ^clove of God and of all men. Wherefore, if ye shall press forward, feasting upon the word of Christ, and ^dendure to the end, behold, thus saith the Father: Ye shall have ^eeternal life.