Urban Poly Princess

Wow! I feel like I did when I had absolutely NOOO money. I have $28 to last me until the 20th which lands on a Sunday so I won't be alright again until Monday the 21st. I can't believe I'm going through this now. I feel like such an idiot. Next paycheck will be tight but NOTHING like this. My account's not going to be positive until May 5. That is sooo stupid. I keep telling myself never again but then I get here again. I need to build a surplus again. I'm going to pay all my Real Estate fees on May 20th and then start to build my savings so I have enough for 3 months of expenses. I haaate this!!!

It'll be alright. I keep telling myself that. I need to use my money wisely. I should use the money I have for a big bag of spinach and a big flat of eggs at Walmart and I need Aloha Shoyu and that dream pasta they have at Walmart for cheaper than Smith's. I should put $10 in for gas too.  I'm going to do this. I need to think of it as a fun adventure instead of the sucky situation it really is now. The weather is starting to be pretty so I should walk to work and church and conserve gas. Beth used to walk to church. Comfortable shoes usually such though.

It would be good for my body to walk. I need to give it a shot. Dale our computer science dean told me he's never had pizza delivered. EVER???!!! How about in College? He told me he had 5 kids when he was getting his BS at Boise State. Wow!!! Alright I just need to think of those type of stories. I have lots of stuff in the house, just not a lot of diabetes-friendly food per se.

My teal nails haven't chipped at all which is nice. They are definitely not conservative. I'm wearing my hot pink Marilyn shirt and they go with this perfectly. I love Fridays when I don't have to dress professionally and when I have the entire day to myself. I'd love it even more if my bank account felt alright. Here's to May!!! I did this before. I remember when I needed a new starter for my car and I have used the "emergency" credit on my checking account for the Dillard's going-out-of-business sale.

I couldn't afford to fix my starter. If Chris Egbert who I don't even know that well hadn't helped me life would've been hell AND it was for a few days. That didn't teach me, now I'm here again. I'm just lucky nothing happened to my car. I paid my insurance and I was lucky because I didn't even have to pay a late fee although I am 2 days late today. My next bill is due April 27th. The only thing I don't like about walking is there is nowhere really to cross the street in front of the Marriot which is where I'd cross the street to get to work.

I should probably drive around there and check it out. I can also use my lunch hour to go for walks. I can walk to the Riverwalk, figure out how long it takes me to get there then time my walk so I return in time. Again with the comfortable shoes. These usually tend to be ugly BUUUT I had some cute strappy sandals that were comfy. Maybe I can find some again.

I need eggs, shoyu, and a big bag of spinach. I'm going to do this if it kills me AND it just might!!! I know PAC meetings are coming up so I need to find out if I have a role in any of those this time. I went by the office to make sure Sharla took those books to the Ogden campus. She was gone by the time I got there.

Our apartment financial manager is fine. he has long healthy blond hair. Not as long as Andrew's but definitely long. He probably isn't LDS but he is beautiful. He's probably married too.